Just...A test from GOD

I Love my home so much..Yes ..I do!! Not becoz ..I have a luxurius or largest house like a millionare..something that can be..'wow'..!!
It's defenetly .. NOT !!Its just a little tiny home, a flat.., simple home for a simple person like me!!

I've finish my renovation for my home..just 2 months a go..,..honestly .. I'm so proud of my ideas to every single rooms in my home..( ..sst..actualy I have only 3 rooms..hahahaha ) .

I spent all my times n money that I got to make my home ..comfortable and homy!
So...just 2 months..I finish all the works..and finally I have my own cozy rooms..for living! Life ..looks so NICE , when I go to bed.., and feels ..everything are PERPECT!!
CLEAN and TIDY..PEACE..and smeels really gud with sandalwood poutpoury in the corner

...that's just ..few days ago my dear..

So..the nightmare came out from nowhere sudenly!!!In the evening, when I went back from my work, I found a 'simple ' letter from our building management..They said..no..they order..!!..Ok the point is ....I have to move from my house before OCTOBER.., becoz management decided to RE-MODELING all these building area..and will make a new modern apartment to replace the old style....!!!( "sir...what do u mean 'old style'..!
I didn;t see anything OLD..here!" )

..sudenly evertyhing changed...going worst..my life ..my lovely rooms , home..my..everything that I plan! What's wrong with these buildings..??? Why so hurry to re-model ..? any other reasons......hmm..I knew it!! OF coz..BIG MONEY in ur pocket Sir!!

OK.. I watch on Tv or .news in the other poor area..they have that kind of problem ..have to move becoz they stay in goverment property..not in their own place!.. Illegal...
but not in mine..I thought..!!! We have everything that we called legal..
and we paid everymonth for service charge.., bla..bla..bla...
How could they do that to me..and others tenants..??
Never have any clues..it's gonna happend to me too! it's a nightmare!

Now..everytime I see my home.., feeling so SAD!It’s breaking my heart!!..Why .. ??
There's no signs..or ..rumours about ..Life so unpredictable..!!!

Un fair...!!!!Yes..everthing can be happend to me.., finally I realize that!Maybe ..this is a TEST ..for my next level..(..helo..GOD..is everything ..will be ok with me then ? )

Searching a new home ( again!! )..it's ..something that I hate so much!!

Why..bcoz..everything depends on ..BUDGET!
and.. the right place..maybe not in the right PRICE..or..the RIGHT PRICE.is always mean..the poor place..!!!

U remember..I gave all my money to made everything looks GUD in my home ..then now..I have to move and find another place..?? C'mon!!!!
( Oh God..can u give me another TEST ?
..money..is not so easy things in this big city..!! u know that!! )

but..again...something in my little heart warning me..,Ok..I'll try to be wise, I'm a though girl ..,and this is not the end of my life!! All of these chaos...will be ok soon....
Of coz MUST Be DOING SOMETHING RIGHT..maybe Plan B ..mhhmm.. I have no plan B actualy...hahahahaha, but I have to make it right now...ok!!
(for these.. ..plz HELP me God!)

YES.. I have to be wise, cool ..,hope some miracles will be happend...( I LOVE MIRACLES!! ), of coz..I try to find some gud ways..too! Maybe..If I ...or..if..bla..bla..bla.
Ok...I will try..( I have to! ) every ways that I found..!!..is ..anybody there can help me out from this nightmare ..?( ‘mom…? dad..??.. )
Anyway..Txs GOD..for this TEST in my life..I wiss I could do the best!!
I hope..

(..i'm a though girl..I'm not crying for this.NO way....it's just a TEST from my dear GOD...just a test..)